Paciencia

YIKES! The fates are still demanding my patience!! I won't lie that I am incredibly frustrated with life at the moment. My personality is one that when I know what it is I want, I try to do everything in my power to make that happen, and I don't particularly enjoy turning that control over to the fates.

1) Surgery - It has been two months since I tore my ACL, one month since I began physical therapy, and I STILL don't have a date set for my surgery. I do realize that the office has to put me in the queue and will contact me next week, but seriously, I'm ready to get going already! Ragnar is getting closer by the week! (Ok, so it's end of September, but still...)

2) House - I've officially decided that it's time to move out of the one-room apartment and into a house. Reasons? I cannot live in the same room as my cat any longer (being woken at 4:30 each morning gets old REAL fast), people like to stand on the street outside my building and yell at 3am, I can't open the windows, the apartment next door houses a smoker. The smoke seeps through the very walls of my apartment!

SO, that being said, I've been looking for houses around the Patterson Park area of Baltimore, and have fallen in love with a corner house, complete with hand-painted sink, 2 woodstoves and roof access. The hold-up at the moment is timing - will my June move-in schedule flesh with their maintenance work?? I desperately want to find a house in this area, and the "Bank House" fits all the criteria.

3) Relationships - Probably the most frustrating at all, and definitely the least able to control. I keep telling myself - along with all the other things - that what will happen will happen, and that I can just do my best and pray for the right outcome, whatever that may be.

There are lots of prayers coming from this curly blonde! Ug, so much rests on FAITH.

What to do? What would you do? What would God do?

(sometimes a girl doesn't want to have to work so HARD at life!)

Although that's what life is.

YIKES